Originally Posted by
crazybabie 
Shinebright, I love the way you worded your post beautiful. I have been working hard on my steps yet still resentful and sometimes just plain out angry thanks for your post.
Good for you, Crazybabie -- We are like flower buds that open according to our Higher Power's time table.
We can't rush our recovery just like we can't rush our addict's recovery.
I didn't see this insight coming and I didn't cause it to happen either.
I just kept showing up to my meetings, (I go to one almost every day), kept journaling, working my steps, meditating, talking with my sponsor, etc. and boom...some sanity, serenity, and clarity appeared and I was the grateful recipient of it.
So glad you're taking steps in the right direction too, CB. Big hugs!