I haven't reached a point of being so blessed to feel and/or believe anything and everything the AAXBF did/has done is all due to a disease, either...haven't reached a lot of points though. It is nice to see someone is in a place of such peace and forgiveness and ability that truly seems to be working for them. I don't know...some of the things were so intentional and so well thought out...makes it harder to accept it was not within the ability to choose right or make the correct choice. Ugghhhh...hard to know...but I'm trying!