Why is it that I have to accept 100% of the blame? I'm surprised no one has asked me if I drove drunk yet. I'm sure if I continue to drink then that will eventually happen. A part of me just doesn't care anymore. I'm a unemployed drunk & drug addict. I have detoxed over 20+ times in hospitals the past 10 years. I've been incarcerated in county jail for months at a time. I think I not only hurt myself but society as a whole.