The thing that blows my mind is he was sober and working an intensive outpatient program the last year before we separated. Its something we we all as a family worked apart of. We had family night, significant other night, etc...
Since separation, he acts like I am just supposed to unlearn all of that education like we never sat in those walls learning all about this disease. He says the only way we can co parent is if i stop trying to make him face reality. The odd thing is, I am not trying to make him face anything. I am just trying to face reality myself and I cant do that and act like he hasnt done all these things to me. How can I heal if i never allow myself to confront what he has done to me and this family?
How can I be fighting for my life and what continues to hurt my heart the most is his abandonment? It is so odd to me. What is wrong with me??