You are not going to get support to
continue on your path of self destruction.
You are not a horrible person. You are a mother making mistakes.
It is time to get off the cross, put your children first and your violent baby slapping
ex gf out of your lives forever.
I have hurt my ex, my kids, myself.
Why does your ex come first in this list?
No need to answer this.
Could you read your first post as an outsider?
It would be an eye opener for you.
Maybe you can see why I am reacting the way I am.
I cannot speak for anyone else, but I am triggered by the children being hurt.
It brings out the worst fear and anger in me.
Striking an ugly nerve is another way for saying triggering someone.
I am triggered by your apparent inability to put yourself first.
Not your ex girlfriend.
You are still here patty. That is good. Keep your mind open to others who have been there.
Now, I have to leave it alone. I am feeling helpless. I hope you hear what you need to hear patty.
Beth