Originally Posted by
gunther84 
Well, I did it again. I drank again and all hell broke loose. Now my wife, who had give me many chances has thrown me out and she is serious this time. I just took a sip of Vodka last week and wound up finishing the whole bottle. Ive basically been drunk since last Thursday, but I want to stop. Right now the craving to drink is pretty strong, and when I am alone I am my own worst enemy. I know if I drink then this mess just continues. I know Im rambling here but I wanted to reach out and see if I can get some good words of advice.
My Grandma would ask, "Did you learn anything?" and "How are we going to make sure nothing like this happens again?"
Sounds like you can't have any, if one sip sends you into almost a week long bender. Probably best you don't tempt that. I think you're going to have to put a lot of your mental focus into staying sober for awhile. Don't get overconfident, remain vigilent, and you can do this.