Thanks
Thank you everyone for replying to my post. I really appreciate it. This helps me get through another day. "Growing back a missing limb". That's hitting the nail on the head! It's like a part of me has died and I'm still mourning the loss. Everywhere I look there are artifacts left behind from a former life. I miss that part of myself deeply but realize that I have to say goodbye. That friend kept me from harm by numbing me up, by making me not care, but it was all done with lies and false promises. Man, the human mind can be a strange place!
Above all thanks for listening! I mean it!!!