((((Iamthird)))))
Vent away!!! Let it out and know there are so many that understand.
The truth is, his facade will crumble. You are each on an arc. Yours is aiming upward towards recovery and health and freedom from life with an alcoholic.
His arc will surely plummet downward if he does not seek his own recovery. We can call it karma or just the nature of the disease left untreated.
When your strength returns it won't be so hard to see past this false image he puts out there.
Take good care of yourself. Sending you all the support and strength I can.
Extra hugs,
MamaKit