((iamthird))) I can just imagine how mad that would make me too.
This will pass. someday this will be behind you, and you will be so much stronger, having been through many sorts of he!! at the same time.
Karma is truly keeping score, and I would not want to be him.
I am glad you only have a few weeks of treatment left. I am sure it must seem like forever, but it will pass.
I don't know how he can look in the mirror. Perhaps he is trying to avoid seeing what a wretched person he is, by getting a new car, new apt, and all. but, as my grandma always said, "You can't make a silk purse out of a pig's ear".
take care of yourself, and try to focus on getting well. Seems that thinking of this only brings you down, although I know it must be hard not to be angry.
He is his own reward- meaning he has to be the jerk he is.