Immature
Today separated AH pulled up in a new car to pick up our 4 year old. I am struggling in every way relative to my illness, caring for children...and here he is with his new apt, job, car, girlfriend...I am so angry.
I know this is not healthy but I had to vent. Why do I feel he just gets to move on so easily with no repercussions...
I am trying to live in faith more and remember who he is on the inside. But I am sick of the portrayal that everything is perfect on his world and I am just the witch wife that wont get over it.
I am struggling to make utilities and here he is with a new car. Its just such a punch in the face while I am going through my last few weeks of treatment.