Pains Me to Say it but Day 1 Again...
So I had a great sober run. Then two months ago I decided on my birthday that I had this thing licked and could have a couple. Wrong! I've had more than a couple daily since then. I took the walk of shame back into a meeting today. I hope to be a lifer this time.
Anyone who fell off the horse after several months have some advice on starting over? Clearly I'm convinced that as an alcoholic I can't have a couple ever again.