Tonight, I am thankful for:
- 9 Days alcohol free!!
- a slightly productive day
- a nice, cool evening breeze
- clearer thoughts
- thinking it's actually kind of nice to not be passed-out drunk, but awake posting crap online late at night... when was the last time I really DID or THOUGHT something at night?... I don't remember. It feels...good.
- people I like
- music
- starting to take better care of myself
- starting to feel better about myself and think better things about myself
- being able to think more clearly about problems in my life
- recovery... it feels good. I have more hope again.
- the depression has lifted- so much of the darkness and pain in my brain has faded
- learning what makes me feel bad- the darkness and pain start to come creeping back awful fast if I'm hungry or let my thoughts go places they shouldn't... but I can monitor these things!