i could have wrote this.
Gave ah space to get his head straight and normally (usually) im pretty level headed.
then it was like a wave of emotions just hitting me one after the next and they went back and forth from saddness to anger.
i couldnt tell you how i feel now...still working through things but i can say that this is NOT ok. no person should make you hurt like this and if your feeling lost and sad the best thing for you is to work through those feelings in the best way YOU can and its ok....your not going to feel better in a day.