I want to sincerely thank everyone for relying. It has already told me a lot about myself. Though all my family is what it is, I seem to have portrayed myself younger than I am. I apologize. I am 35 married with 3 beautiful children. I fear for them tremendously in this world. I'm so scared that this evil prison of drugs will get introduced to them and that if they make a wrong choice, it could ruin their lives or even kill them. I'm doing my very best to educate and warn and pray, but what if its not enough? God help me, I don't think I can deal with it. My father and brothers have taken my strength I feel like sometimes. I'm so glad I found a place I can vent all of this. God bless you all!