My First Time Here
Hello,
This is my first time doing this. I needed some place to talk to someone that might understand! I have a crackhead father, a brother in jail for helping to make meth, another brother and his wife addicted to pain meds and suspected heroin, an alcoholic grandfather and an enabling mother and grandmother. Does anyone else feel like running away and changing their identity? I simply can't take the emotional rollarcoaster of it all anymore. Being sober puts me the odd man out in a place where I am supposed to have the most comfort. What happened to my family that was so close that turned into strangers that I avoid because they are not safe to be around anymore? I'm out numbered and feel like I'm standing alone and fear for my kids growing up!