Thank you for the honest reaponse prodigal, I feel so confused right now and I hate feeling this way. I know I'd feel better if I could change my way of thinking, but I just can't seem to. I always feel I need someone to direct me in the right direction. I know I'm suppose to let my HP guide me but there doesn't seem to be anyone there.
Your story sounds so familar, before the dui hubby was the same way on weekends. He even drank some during work on week days. I just can't understand how I let myself get into this, but I'm so glad I found this site. I still have alot to learn, so have patience with me, lol
