People i work with want me eather leave on my two feet or in a coffin. The amount of energy they have put into destroying, discrediting, torment ing me in the last three years is scary.... i don't live here, i exist here ... i can't leave because i need to help my family. I'm alone and isolated. I don't know what to do. My energy and emotions go up and down and i don't seem to be able to control it.