Good for you, Lily. I'm of the mind that if I can't do something with joy or at least peace, that it's better for me to do that thing later otherwise my resentment will just build and I'll be that much further away from peace and joy and serenity than I already was. So why make it worse!? As soon as I notice I'm away from those things, I'm better off making a U turn back toward them with something like Harry Potter and a bath. Nice!