god, isn't it crazy whn we start to "feel" after stuffing those feelings for so long.
I can absolutely relte and am prayng for yu rght now... for comfort, peace and serenity.
This too shall pass. Feel it, write about it, be of service to others... I find that all helps me... oh, and I get down on my knees and cry out to my God (HP). I'm amazed at how He always provides oppotunities for me to get out of self after I do that.
You are loved and understood, for sure!