Even when caught in the act...
It's absolutely frustrating-- and I'm doing all I can to not let it get under my skin or ruin my beauty rest!
Make plans to go out... A boyfriend cancels, saying he's too sick, he's too tired, doesn't want to go. 15 minutes later I see him while driving away, up and ready, walking with purpose, towards downtown and no doubt towards his dealer. I knew he was waiting for me to leave the house so he'd be able to sneak away to get his drugs.
Confronting him? A slew of excuses. A sorry- a fake one I'm sure.
It's a terrible feeling knowing that no matter how many times I catch him in the act, he lies through his teeth and says its not true- that he's stopped, that I'm just overreacting and all of that.
I'm not sad right now, I'm angry! I'm tired of being talked to and threaded like a fool- when I know I'm a sane, smart person. He thinks he's pulling the wool over my eyes.
Sorry, I just needed to rant. I feel like whenever I handle with him and his tantrums I'm literally talking to a child, not a 27 year old man.