Thank you Ann your kind words went along way. Its just so hard......knowing that he might be using again and who he is with....i swear if anything happens to him i dont know what ill do
i love him so much im having so much pain and trouble letting this go. Hes such a big part of me, and the fact that im witnessing the person i love the most die in front of me a relentless and slow death kills me inside. ill never be able 2 move on from him....i just hope and pray he will be OK