Thank you for the welcomes to SR but I have been part of it for months, thank you for the advice to go to Alanon but I've been going for months. My sponsor and I talk regularly. I know I will always be second best to him. It just bugs me that he says he want to quit needs to quit and he does nothing about it. My sponsor and I talked for hours about it today. Ive never loved anyone the way I love him, felt this type of connection. I know if I end it I will feel regret but I know if I don't I'll just have problems. He's just candy coating everything with a drink a day thinking that makes it better. The elephant needs to leave the room and I will never be 1 on his list because alcohol always will.
Last edited by Charlie0414; 04-11-2013 at 10:44 PM.
Reason: forgot some things