(((((Liz)))))
That's a pretty powerful dream. I would be rattled by it too. It sounds like you are in a really tough place.
Sometimes I think people need to break down completely before they can see clearly how to put the pieces back together and move forward. Maybe this is part of your process - and in time you may see this dark period, and last night's dream, as a gift. A gift that illuminated the path that you've been working so hard to create for yourself. Because, dear Liz, you have worked very, very hard. You deserve some comfort and I would like to echo what Florence suggested - comfort that precious little girl that was subjected to such horrible things. My heart is aching for you.
Sending lots of hugs and support,
MamaKit