Trying to hold on
Trying everything I can to hold on. I have 8 days.
Exercised today at gym.
Yard work.
Ate lunch. Then a chocolate Easter bunny.
Really tired and wanting a damn drink.
Just getting it out by writing this. Saying this.
So simple: don't drink.
I remember the first month from last year.
Hard.
I made it though and it got easier.
I just wish this was not a struggle.
It's so frustrating and it's all on the inside.
Thx for letting me express myself.