Thank you all. I really do need to get to a meeting, but haven't yet. He was apologizing all day today saying how bad he feels but at the same time excusing his behavior with tons of different reasons. He didn't take his medicine that day, he didn't eat, he took a pain pill for his back, and that's why the 2 beers (yeah right) made him seem drunk. He came home tonight, sober, and he just wont leave me alone. He is so mad that I won't talk to him and saying that I'm the problem because I won't talk to him to work it out. I just don't want to talk to him.
I would love to leave and go do something when he comes home but my 7 year old is asleep by that time and I would hate to wake him up and take him out and risk him even seeing his dad like that also.
Well I think the solution might be to just get to some meetings and start planning my escape LOL. I'm going to have to start looking for a job.