I had a cool dream. I had kind of given myself a "free pass" that if I ever had the opportunity to drink with a favorite musician that would be the only time I would drink again (knowing full well the opportunity will not happen lol). In my dream I was sitting in a bar with him drinking a soda and realized "Hey, I can drink woohoo" and started to order my favorite and then didn't follow through. It made me feel really optimistic about quitting.
I'm sorry for those who are experiencing the other kind of dream. I only had one of those and it was scary. I woke up so angry and disappointed in myself and was relieved to find out it was only a dream.