Ok so I have posted once before about how I am not sure if my husband is an alcoholic or not but whatever, doesn't matter. He came home from work drunk tonight, like he has so many times before. It's been a while since this has happened and I am just SO sick to my stomach. (grew up with a very alcoholic dad so I just get all these bad and sick feelings when I see my husband drunk).
My hands are shaky and I feel nauseous. How am I supposed to "detach" and not be so affected by this? I want to leave but I can't right now, so I just have to stay and figure it out.
I really really hate this feeling. I feel like crying, puking, and then going to kick his a**. He knows it makes me feel like this too.
