Hey Trach
First, thanks for posting.
Second, I really enjoyed your posts in our March thread - funny and insightful.
Third, the job prospect is worth getting sober and staying sober for, and even if this one doesn't work out, you will be prepared for the next one.
Fourth, you can't grow bonsai trees without being a nurturing person. Time to nurture yourself and your sobriety like you do the trees.
The drunkeness will pass, and sober you may want to create a schedule for your free time - volunteering and interning are often gateways to employment. Something to think about.
Virtual hug my buddy. You can do this!