i give up, but gave it my all, again, so tired...........
I can't do this anymore. Tryin so hard. Weakness. I caved in again. So sad. Filled with sadness and lost hope. I did my program, just can't seem 2 hold on. I'm a failure. So much 2 say, but the bottom line is that I really don't think I can do this.
Even after all it has brought me. Head banging........busted teeth and lip. Possible head injury. Loss of worth of self and loving myself, 1st. My life..............
Old habits die hard for some of us. Even when u know its true
Hurting here and scared.
Been doing all I can do 2 stay well. Let's not go in2 2 much detail here, as I did in the past. Got some great support, but some wernt so good! Just don't tell me what u want me 2 hear, just tell me how u got and stayed sober, yes? Thanks