Originally Posted by
darrell2662 
I'm so sick of being a drunk. I am ruining being a grandpa, my job, my marriage, my life.I'm not suicidal but I'm not alive either.
I know the feeling. I got to the point where I was suicidal.
Alcoholics Anonymous got me sober and sane ... and the granddaughters love their Papa.
All the best.
Bob R