I walked away because the 1 percent was a view of the path I was on. Then it quickly became 5 percent. Then 15.
How far down the path do I need to go?
No further.
Once I realized I was going the wrong direction I got willing to seek the road that would go where I want to end up.
Sounds like you are not convinced yet. You say you had a blast by relapsing.
The trouble with trouble is it starts out as fun.
Good luck.