Hello Honey ,
Welcome to SR . There is a lot of knowledge, experience and hope here , have a click about and read , maybe join the the march thread (or april tomorow) just post and say hello and i'm sure they'll welcome you :-
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...art-8-a-3.html
Here are some links i found interesting starting out
Recovery programs :-
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...formation.html
de - toxing :-
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...at-we-did.html
Welcome aboard , M