Hey Jayho, I can relate. Lots of good advice already given. My hubby doesn't drink very often, and doesn't like me when I drink. I don't like me when I drink. My side of the family has a lot of alcoholism. My dad is my favorite person, but he is pretty bad and I take after him. I see the pain and struggle he goes through. He makes light and says he loves to drink...but he also cries and tells me he is so sorry for things. I see him and want better for myself and my family. I don't blame him for anything. I love him and life is pretty hard sometimes. Putting the pieces together the next day isn't fun to me. Getting on fb wondering who I told off isn't fun, it's past embarrassing. Are you really more fun when you drink? I just wanted to say hey because your post hits home with me.