Thank you, atalose. I'm really trying to hammer into my brain that it's him, NOT me, but I still struggle with it because I'm so used to blaming myself for everything and constantly feeling that I'm unlovable because I'm not good enough or don't deserve it. But I appreciate your words and I particularly like the part about him seeking low quality people, period. It sparked something in me, and I'm going to strive to remember that because I think over time, it will help me accept and deal with this. Thanks again, and sending ((hugs)) back!!