Originally Posted by
Wanderlove 
I just enrolled in an outpatient program. I have drank heavily for nearly 2 years straight. There have been streaks of sobriety but after last night's bender I realize I can't do it alone. This is the 1st time I have sought any help.
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Scroll down to this speaker Layla. She is an addict and an alkie. She is speaking at a CA meeting however she speaks about admitting defeat. This speaker blew my socks off, ok flip flops, I live in Florida!
It's kinda long but so worth watching.
She changed my whole perspective on my life.