31 days
Holy crap! I have never made it past 30 days. I am very excited. And nervous at the same time. This weekend my parents got all of us room at a local casino for our birthdays. (My was 30, my brother is 40, and my father is turning 70.) We are doing a spa thing, having dinner, going to see Wayne Brady, gambling, shopping, and having brunch in the morning. My family knows that I no longer drink and my boyfriend is staying sober with me for this overnighter to support me. I am not as nervous as I thought I would be and I also don't feel anxious about drinking. I know that I simply cannot drink, period. I will have a blast will all the activities, will be able to stay awake and remember the night, and will be able to get up for a fantastic breakfast. I'm nervous because my mother gets super drunk and out of control during occasions like these. There will be a bunch of us there so I will avoid her. I may just have a few extra cigarettes though...