Great post by AcceptingChange. Wow that was good.
Welcome to the forum pal. I am around your age and also had some very weird moments while sleeping. Sometimes I woke my ex-gf up in the bed because I was swearing, or making weird noises. I also got into some blind drunk arguments at night, sent drunk texts to other women, etc. Every morning I woke up wondering what I'd done the night before, it was never pretty. I was very, very sick with all of those alcoholic toxins built into my system, it affected me mentally and physically. It took me a while to dig out of this hole, but it starts and ends with SOBRIETY. You are in the right place to get started.