Originally Posted by
Dominorose 
Sometimes I just would like to stop thinking about the Beast and enjoying a good movie...
And you're right, enjoying our lives, no matter how simplified, is critical to our feeling happily fulfilled. Its possible to practice AVRT while feeling miserable of course, but its not necessary. The Beast doesn't account for time, is not itself aware of real time passage, so forgetting about the Beast while enjoying a simple pastime is not dangerous or foolish whatsoever. We can always pickup where we left off. Being afraid or directly concerned of the "power" of our Beast is itself AV. We decide everything. The Beast offers desire, but decides nothing. Take strength in knowing YOU are in charge of YOU and become indifferent to the AV of your Beasts desires.
Take it easy. Enjoy yourself and your life.
