Keep doing what you are Jeni..
Like everyone said you not doing anything wrong.. You a alcoholic....
Member Dr. Bob had cravings daily for the first 2 years..
I hear guys share that after 30 years , every no and then he sees a commerical and his mouth waters..
Like Bob said Stay on the Beam... This too shall pass.. Keep doing what you are , and it will I promise and so does your program.. It will make your sobriety stronger..