Stay strong Jeni! You have much to be proud of with your 10 months sober! I think as alcoholics we are going to run into these times every now and again. I do know one thing for sure - it does not get better out there (aka drinking). Try to remember the reasons why you quit, maybe go back and make a list if you haven't already.
Alcohol just helps to numb or mask feelings of anxiety, depression etc. Its a temporary feeling of relief but in the end you will end up feeling worse.
You can do this! You have been doing this for 10 months. Have faith that if you keep on the path in the end you will be very proud and sober. I'm praying for you!!