Think I'm in trouble
Hi everyone.
I'm almost 10 months sober now. I've got my programme fully in place and its been working fine. I pray, I go to meetings, I share, I meet with my sponsor regularly and we are working the steps, and I've just started therapy for some of my deep-rooted issues. I post regularly on here and I've been doing more than ok. Everything was going so well, especially with my family relationships. It had been months since I'd even thought about a drink, even with the anxiety of starting a new and more stressful job and going into therapy.
I had a very difficult day at work yesterday, and today wasn't much better, and suddenly I'm back into that default position of wanting to drink. I really had to fight it yesterday, and I've got the weekend coming up and am wavering.
I hate feeling like this. Alcohol is on my mind constantly.
What am I doing wrong?