Originally Posted by
fini 
not sure if that's akin to your alcoholic mind, but i could use that phrase easily with my own meaning/view.
"Alcoholic Mind", that's an interesting term. I think that encompassed my entire thought process in my drinking/using days. My alcoholic mind ran off of pride and fear, crazy tho it was often difficult to tell which one was running the show. Was my refusal to seek outside help based more on pride or fear, not really sure.