Go to work and keep busy. Don't just stay home, go out or start looking to help others. Do something with your girl friend. Tell her you are going to do this and stop. Come here more often and let people know what you are going through. Go see the doctor and tell him or her what your problem is and AA meetings they will listen to anyone who shows up. But don't waste your money on drinking when you can save that money for a goal in life and write that plan out and prove it. See you around.