Welcome, I am so glad you joined us. As others have said, you are not alone. (((hugs))
I have gone beyond saying inappropriate things to DOING things I never, ever would have done sober. And the not remembering is the worst, having people tell me what I had done. It was so humiliating, shameful. I was told I liked to remove my clothes when I drank, and it didn't matter if the kids were around or not. I also apparently would tell my b/f how much I hated him and I don't think he ever recovered from that. It is horrifying to think that I said that, because I love him so much.