I figure because it is not working out here, it is probably best to go. I could care less about staying. We have devised a plan that I will go back into school and work part time. My step son is without us for the first time in his life....everyones heart hurts from this. My husband is miserable and has been for awhile ( he is always the shining light of positive) I do feel bad for what's happened with me..... As I lay here with no motivation. I just want things to go back to some kind of normal, my normal without the wine involved. So, he is putting in a transfer. I really don't have much to lose ya know. .......this drama is worse than a episode of the Housewives......minus the gobs of money and diamonds.