I'm sorry you are going through all this. I only lasted 2 days...then it became the weekend and i drank. I am 28 years old and struggling to get completly sober. I drink away my problems to even though some of them dont really bother me anymore. This week marks 2 years since my mom died from acute liver failure....and it seems like a good enough reason to drink to me. I know it sounds crazy but evey reason seems like a good en ough one to drink. I just want you to know you are not alone in this struggle.