FirstLight, there were many times each day when I looked myself in the mirror and said "you're powerless." I'd cry so hard! It felt like that's all I did for a while. I was mourning the loss of my daughter though she was still alive. To this day, I'm positive it was the healthiest thing I could have done for me.
I have my daughter back -- just for today -- but she's a different and better person than she was before. I don't know what tomorrow brings but today has been another miracle, a beautiful gift.
You and your family will be in my prayers, that you all get to experience another miracle