so.....would i be understanding properly if i think you're saying that you're not your psyche? and that the breadth of your psyche and whatever power your psyche has is not your own power, though it is yours to access and use?
and if i misunderstand, then would the secular 12-step forum be a better place for this under step 2, maybe? though i'm not doing steps nor have done them, but that does seem to be what i'm asking about.