Hi and welcome to the forum. There are lots of people here, just like you who woke up after yet another night on the poison and decided enough was enough. This place has been a great inspiration to me in the last few days - I only found it on Sunday morning as a nursed another hangover and was too tired/ill to have a nice day out with my kids somewhere for Mother's Day.
Getting rid of what ails you can be done, and having support whilst you do it is even better. I recommend you check out some of the other threads and see what comes up in terms of ways to help you kick your habit. The secular recovery threads might be of use? Good luck!