I'm glad to hear that you are taking steps to take care of you. That's HUGE! It's things like that that keep me coming back to SR. Reading about someone who has been torn up by their addicted loved one finally realizing that they need to help themselves....first and foremost.
I hope your meeting goes well. Hang in there on the therapist....you never know.....they may be on vacation right now or something. Or it may just be a sign that you need to call a different therapist. Just keep plugging away....working on you.....you're worth it.
gentle hugs
ke